my whole life flashed before
my eyes yesterday.
during MeettheParents session
and-
'we are not amused' [quotesQueenVictoria]

yes, well-
apparently i was to opt for a
1. suitable jc/poly to study to
2. struggle in a local university
3. get a good course and arm myself
with the basic grenades and ammunition
4. burst into the work scene where the
5. company will exploit me until im old and gray
6. then i will end up as an unknown spinster with
her seventeen cats and a great liking for tea.

ughhhhhhs nonono-
i want to impact the world with my Nobels-
to collaborate with the leaders of the modern
world and strive for greater peace!
to spread the word of Christ to all
corners of this Earth-
to save millions of species from the brink of
extinction!
and how else will i find the antidotes
to the other 23 variations of smallpox in the world?

oh, to carry out God's plan-
as he has so charted out my life and its destinies
aeons long before my birth.